Heys..another wk gone..my promise to study went wif it as well..haha..well..was pretty tired the whole wk 4 no apparent reasons..almost lyk half asleep by the time i finish hwk..which leaves no time 4 studying!! n its worrying me cos SA results r not fantastic although I didnt fail GP lyk I tot I will..n I didnt get a C for math i tot i wld..after 8m gone!! haha..but econs was kinda disappointing..was expecting a D..oh well..need to go work hard again!! gosh! sickening sickening stuff..
Went play board games at the blk beside 85 there..there is tis boardgames cafe..silly games pple come out wif dun they..haha..all the games literally left us..well at least 4 me..wif no voice..haha..then again..it was fun playing wif my cell mates..the forfeits were hilarious..n i only had once though..haha..lucky me..cos it was silly n funny..haha..really great fun after a wk of stressfulness n tiredness..haha..
oh ya..sorry 4 the late late encouragement..or wadeva u call it..haha.. well..u gals did a great job!! i m so sorry i cldnt run..cos of the accident during PE..lyk we said.." At least we got into the semis!!" haha...randomness..ya..then we can watch others run on sports day..lol
haha..okok..jia you pple!!..until another post :)
Well..it has been a v. heavy hearted wkend..n i finally receive some closure today..haha..at least it stops me frm being lyk keep thinking abt it..haha..now i can safely go bac 2 my books..haha..a plus pt being tt i finished watching (dou niu yao bu yao) lazy change language..i can now juz concentrate on God..n piano..n bks..
God has made me think alot..reflect alot tis wkend..wif it being Holy wk n some other matters..spending alot alot of time talking 2 Him..reflecting stuff wif Him..glad it happened..4 some reason or another.
Well.. caught up wif Li at PP on sat..long time neva go alr..juz miss the times there..haha..found ourselves talking abt sec sch days..n how pple ard us r doing..n oso abt new frenz..n sch..n As..haha..we shall both jia you together!! haha..more 4 me..pls do remind me 2 work hard 4 my revision kz..haha i will lyk give up after awhile cos its so tiring..lol..at times.
Results 4 today wasnt as bad as i tot..haha..ok..cos econs is not full paper given bac.lol. math was well..expected after 8m thrown out..haha.
Well..for now..thx ZY 4 listening 2 my ever lasting talks abt stuff..i realise i talk alot..lol..if i wanted 2..gosh.haha.
Saturday, March 15, 2008 : Brilliant idea n I feel much better (:
Feeling so much better now..although i m hopelessly behind time in revision..at least i m almost done..seriously almost done wif math..juz tis little portion on unbiased estimates in Sampling chapter..
After a spending time wif God yesterday in prayer..abt how far i was frm Him n how much i long to b bac.. i felt so much better attending service today.
Disastrous refreshments preparation today..lol.. n those involved include Ben,Vi,n yz n me..lol.. it all started wif the ice..someone combined the 2 containers n a plastic bag of ice. so there was tis rectangular container of ice..inside tis ice was a round container of ice..inside it was a plastic bag of ice..tried everything..trying to melt it wif water..then wacking it..n pulling it..nth worked..lol.. so we juz sort of make our own ice..but then a brilliant idea came ard when the drink was too diluted..
GUESS?? lol.. instead of adding the ice we hope wld freeze by then ( after service) we froze the drink instead..so we wun b adding more water to it n make it even more diluted..not the whole container..juz tt 2 small rectangular container....Guess who came out wif tis brilliant idea!? haha..Ben..lol.
Apparently it came out quite wierdly..lol..the drink wasnt totally frozen as we hope but we added it in anyway n i was the 1st 2 try..haha..n Samuel said it was layered..haha..cos the initial taste n the aftermath is diff..lol..eh..but i tot it was quite diluted..hahas..Thus, we hav Benjamin's Cocktail..lol..as quoted frm Sam. so there..
Really feel so less stressed out..haha..but it was terribly warm..They never fail 2 make me feel so much better..n thx 4 ur lovely exam encouragement zy sis (:
Back to revision. n sleep. hols r gone. sad. i realise it can get kinda confusing abt the ice part..but anyways..
Hols are going to b spent studying..sad..n i seriously cant get into the study mode. which is bothering me cos there is so much 2 study...
n i keep feeling so irritated by the fact tt i cant handle my time properly..n tt i dun hav tt discipline 2 sit down 4 a few hrs or so to do revision..n end up wasting my time. gosh! it makes me mad juz 2 think abt it.
Anyway.. disappointing Chinese results for me. Sad case again.My life have been super upsetting these days. n i only hav 2 days in the hols when i can wake up late..
Ok. This is a very upsetting post. haha. seriously..i feel so in need of God but He seems so far away..everything is in a mess. including my spritual life and my walk with God.
HELP!
Saturday, March 01, 2008 :
Thanks for the smile n laughter u always bring to me
Thanks for the encouragement tt motivates me to go on..to do stuff..
Thanks for the care u show me, unknowingly u made my day :)
It juz suddenly came to me juz now on the bus ride home tt I hav got so many pple ard me wif diff things n dreams they want to do. Doctor, lawyer,life sciences,business,meterologist,teacher,fashion,pilot,police etc I lyk listing out all the jobs available..haha..anyway..if they all do become these dreams n ambitions they have..I wld have so many contacts..hahahaha..when i fall sick, when i go to court,even when i need to know the weather..lol.n specially designed clothes..juz imagine!!! n when I need to get to the other side of the world..haha..
Well, God really does have diff plans for us doesnt He?? He puts so many diff dreams n goals n ambitions in our lives..each wif a diff purpose...
On a lighter note,
1)pple steal umbrellas..( I think the person took wrongly la..haha)
2)More pple r taking buses ( ZY got squashed in a bus the other day in a packed bus)
3)many pple r sick ( on the last count..5)
4)Pple sleep less as they get older.( but i think it starts to increase when u hit uni.. haha)
5) If u had one xtra hr a day..meaning 25 hrs..wad wld tt b used 4..most likely sleep!! same here ( obviously there r some who prefer other stuff but sleeping wins!! haha..it shows we r all losing alot of slp...)
6)There r fishes that clean up ur tank!! haha. i call it the wierd fish..cos their diet consist of dirty stuff in the tank..incl the faeces. haha. Bing says its the fish tt suck stuff..haha )
7) Never underestimate the kaya toast. Made me so full i cldnt even finish dinner.haha
nxt wk is gonna b hectic. chionging 4 the usual hwk dateline..mon n tues. Plus interact home visit,yfm prayer n prac,econs paper , the possible A level release of results,revision for SA , figuring out the keyboard part in the new songs. I m so dreading econs..wanna go catch up slp. Nitez!!!!!!
