So much has gone past since my last post..a little scared and unsure of camp after knowing my partner..working wif someone i totally do not noe..in addition to needing to bond wif the students..well..according to sources..my partner n I r quite alike..haha..n i got s sec1 grp..so hoping 4 the best wif my grp n partner..still a little nervous though..discus pple r in the same hse..except me..haha..but i m in KeLi's hse again! haha..we won last yr..when i was in her hse..yay..
Been through the crazy wk..plus hillsong concert yesterday..n XSY meeting in the afternoon juz now..its finally june hols..but meaning time is running out...gosh!! its horrible!!! arrgh..n there's a wk lessons b4 we get a 'proper' break...filled wif revisions to do...
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The cell outing tt kicked started my wk! ok..not everyone is in though :( cos some cldnt make it..cycled 4 the 1st time tis yr..2nd in half a yr..refused to skate..haha..together wif ade..yz..marcus..n zy..
Watched August Rush 4 cell yesterday..it's a little exaggerating but its quite nice...how a family comes together because of music..
" music is all ard us..u juz hav to listen" did i get it correct? haha..
yfm service didnt really go well 4 me...i juz felt tt sense of disappointment within myself..although trying really hard not to..i guess everything juz didnt start right 4 me..i dunno..getting so frustrated n stuff.
supposed to study math today..ended up slacking ard..watching youtube..haha..not to mention its so warm ard here..
Wednesday, May 14, 2008 :
Didnt feel lyk doing anything so here i m..the reason..i m super tired after lyk a day at sch plus hist seminar..at IJC..which is lyk so far away..got me in touch wif the north? again..haha..after i left yj..lol..
anyway..had NAPFA the past 2 wks..silly 2.4km nxt wk..making me all stressed up..n there's no escape nxt wk...cos we alr missed it 4 2 wks!!
I m so looking forward to sat..i m finally going 2 play 4 service!! haha..i missed it so..its been super long..so missing it....haha..although i hav 2 sacrifice some slp..again.....lol : )
randomness..i feel lyk sleeping the moment i wake up.. sounds wierd.
I gotta admit i m totally angry wif things tt i shldnt b..but everytime i get reminded of it..i get so upset..tt i feel lyk lashing it out at someone..anyone..i noe i shldnt b upset n angry at God..but i juz cant help feeling tt He juz left me all lost n angry..irritated..frustrations..disappointment..I juz cant c wad or where He is leading me to..while everyone found their roles..i juz cant locate mine..the thing i wanted to do most..i didnt get chosen..I fear one day..everything will juz collapse..because i didnt understand His intentions.
Things happen 4 a reason..
When I look back some yrs later..wld I b laughing at how silly I m..putting myself through all this..
Mayb..i shld not b bothered by it..but it occurs whenever weekends come ard..puts me into the mode of being bothered.
Questions..n more qns..
mayb others wld think i m silly tt those little things bothers me so..i shld b bothered abt my A levels more than anything else..but it is juz so impt to me..
Thursday, May 01, 2008 : the 100th post
my 100th post!!!!!!!!lol
anyway..had a rather fun sports day yesterday..although it took some time 4 me 2 warm up..n get into the situation :) its great..FALCON was great on the track..winning lots of races (meaning the top3 spots) haha..it was crazy tis yr wif the mascots..n cheerleading..found myself screaming lyk mad towards the end..luckily i still hav my voice ard...hahas :)
Went 4 DG at nite..celebrated WL's bday..wif a tub of ice cream..haha :) n Bing's hamsters are so so so cute!!!!!! haha..they r so contented wif their cute pink cage wif matching wheels n hse...hahahaha :)
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