I gotta admit i m totally angry wif things tt i shldnt b..but everytime i get reminded of it..i get so upset..tt i feel lyk lashing it out at someone..anyone..i noe i shldnt b upset n angry at God..but i juz cant help feeling tt He juz left me all lost n angry..irritated..frustrations..disappointment..I juz cant c wad or where He is leading me to..while everyone found their roles..i juz cant locate mine..the thing i wanted to do most..i didnt get chosen..I fear one day..everything will juz collapse..because i didnt understand His intentions.
