Sunday, August 19, 2007 :
Sighs..i realised i failed my 2.4km..n i ran again n failed again..n it seems tt God wants me to fail my NAPFA tis yr..there is a reason behind it..i noe there is..its juz tt He doesnt want to tell me or show me yet..
" He is never late , He is juz on time" How true it is..He never fails to give me the best at the right time..Thank You..although at times i get so angry n frustrated..with ur decisions..Thank You God!
Well..tis wk was test wk..math then chinese then hist then econs..i guess they went pretty okie..except my zuo wen is gonna b horrible n my math wun get an A grade..yupz..i think i can pass econs..n hist..
Missed cell..cos mum wants me study 4 econs..sadded..all TPJC pple didnt go anyways..hahas..all studying 4 econs..so embarassing..lolx..n my yfm service was called off cos the eng congre keyboardist was taking over..together wif a guitarist n vocalist..there can b 2 guitarists but not keyboardist..so i was kinda upset...n angry...to admit it..wif God's decision..wasnt in the best of moods..ya..well..i noe is shldnt b..but i juz got angry n then i prayed on the way home..n really had a long long conversation wif God..
Well..its wk 9..promos r in a mth's time i ought to get started wif my studying..ya.still being irritated wif my wr..draft 1 was bad..gotta work harder 4 draft 2 since we have one less person now..gonna miss his silly jokes n stuff..the class is gonna b a little quieter wun it..
Thx Bing!! 4 ur Hello Kitty stuff..hahas..they r lovely : ) thx 4 everything..Gd luck wif ur new job : ) have fun ya..
Well..off i go..Man U juz lost their match again..P's gonna b so sad..cheer up ya!!
I miss the happy times..my world has been filled wif darkness for awhile..God..pls lead me bac 2 tt happy place again..